Wednesday, May 31, 2006
today...haixsh..sad la...and angry...and..maybe abit of happiness...haha...today...early morning...saw yang...but never call him...cause want to be alone...hmm...nowadays i feel that being alone ish good...no one disturb you...then sho nice...
then reached school...first lesson...maths...wah..sho shuang lor...before maths was playing chess...then because of study ba..then lost the match...haixsh...sad...then maths finished ler..then came ss...go humanities room...then was talking about how to plan to do source based qns...the plan was like..nice lor...should have done this and memorised the topics...haixsh...will work hard on that de...haha...
then was recess...was playing chess...then lost because unwanted people came...i hate those that like to act smart and help my opponent...this ish stupid man...those help my opponent are stupid idoits...no brains...this makes me angry..had no mood...haixsh...was feeling depressed and like..no mood lor...then went for chinese...haixsh...sianx lor..but..did learn something out from it...then...was playing around in the innovation room...haha...was 'bullying evelyn...haha...
then had to leave ler..then came out that time..saw her...it spurs me man...you came at the right time..the right moment...you spurs me...whenever i see you...my unhappiness disappears...and i will feel happy...but my happiness just last for just awhile...but...i will turn back to being unhappy went you are not in my sight...haixsh...
then went for POA...thought it will last asap...but..stil dragged till around 2..haixsh..then went home with my shi fu...haixsh..till now..still thinking of her...will never forget the looks of her...after this year..i am going to suffer...as i will not be able to see her ler...sho..i will treasure the time i have...will work hard because of her...ok ler...write till here...byeees...missing her lots...haixsh...
-= SaDnEsS IsH AlWaYs ThErE =-
Wednesday, May 31, 2006