Tuesday, June 06, 2006
today...haixsh...wasnt a good day...haixsh...woke up...went to market with my mum..as usual..reached home...then saw there ish going to be a funeral at my void-deck...haixsh...thus...time passes...
it was raining as i left house for amk mrt station...haixsh...felt no meaning to like..go out when you arent there with me to go watch movie...haixsh...although...i was laughing and like...find what wei liang says...whats the use...without you...i felt i am useless...haixsh...
after we reached amk after wei hao wanted to have his dinner...we went to pei hm. eat...but..did not eat...then went to popular...see around..then like wait for lsy to buy her pen..then we went down to pei wei hao have his dinner...
when we reached the first floor...we thought we were happy and chatting around..but...happiness was not long...and happiness was turned to sadness...something bad happened...haixsh...today was our happy day...but..it had become sad and ugly...haixsh...
i was thinking...was thinking...what if i was in wei liang's position...what i saw which i could not believe what i see...it wasnt even possible...although wei liang was strong...but what if it was me...i couldnt think of what will i do...maybe i will cry and run off?...possible...
haixsh...will she know marhx???haixsh...i had expressed my feelings to you lerhx...but...do you know how much i like you...or maybe even how much i love you marhx..maybe..you would not...but...deep down my heart...i really love you...whenever i see you...i will feel contented...nothing else but contentment...i really wished that...one day...when i see you...you would tell me you want to be with me...but...hoping ish all i have...
what i see today...i did not believe it...but...no matter how much i love you....or no matter how long i have to wait for you...i will wait for the day to come derhx...haixsh...just really hope to take care of you and love you...haixsh...
imagination ish all i have...
contentment ish all i feel...
the love i have for you...
will never be explained with words...
-= SaDnEsS IsH AlWaYs ThErE =-
Tuesday, June 06, 2006