Wednesday, July 05, 2006
today...woke up damn early...then reach school damn early...haha...really..reach school at around 6.28 or 9 barhx...very early...total quiet in the class...farhan sleeping..asyrani reading magazine..damn quiet...like the atmosphere...haha...
but quietness doesnt last larhx...erm..till khairi came...and the others reach class...no more quietness...it turned out to be nosiness...it sucks..nvm...haixsh..today chi lesson...got ting xie..never learn...haixsh...feeling very very tired these few days..today...good mood become bad mood...dont know wth had happened...
saw her...today..she didnt look happy or sad..didnt look at me today..yesterday alsho...haixsh..straightened my thoughts..but it didnt work...still thinking of her...have the missing of her derhx feeling....haixsh...no matter if i see her anot..my feelings still the same...
will be in bad mood tml..but tml after school still got oral..scared screw it up...haixsh...sianx...like what yw said...she will someday accept me derhx...but wil she?i dont think sho...it will never be..i maybe like wl now...sad...not happy..unable to laugh...it ish true..even now my shi fu ish not happy now...haixsh...
i hate term 3...it sucks...really sucks...too many thing happened at the same time..happened around exam period...giving up hope on some things lerhx..but..unable to put down some things...
really thinking..wishing my friends good luck for their express chinese oral..now..not even a msg from the ppl i send to...what kind of friends i am having...should i really show my true colours..or just forgive and forget...who can tell me?okie barhx..not in the mood to write anymore...byeees...
-= SaDnEsS IsH AlWaYs ThErE =-
Wednesday, July 05, 2006