Friday, July 14, 2006
today...not in a good mood...erm..from what i know..friends...just a good name to hear...but is it true that friends are really your friends...i really dont know...but..if there are true friends in this world..i hope to have one...
wasnt in a good mood cause today saw her in class doing her test...saw her...makes me abit sad and..abit of wanting to msg her...but...if i can...i will...but now..nope...haixsh...to let go or not to let go?i just dont know...
sometimes...the feeling ish there..but...didnt know what to do...haixsh..why do things have to happen at this point of time..making a person sho hurt and painful?why???i just really cant figure out..attitudes of my friends are changing...haixsh...
just want to let you all know that...if i am changing..and starting to keep very very quiet...be careful..a sign of me changing...i just dont want to say anything...but...hope that you all dont provoke me larhx..erm..meaning dont like come to talk to me if you are the person that i hate..i will not reply you or dont even care about you...i dont know...this paragraph ish for those that i will be treating...but i wont say who...
anywya..write till today...anyway...mr sim...i am quiet...but when i am quite...got two meanings...one..i am sad or something..another one ish i maybe in a bad mood..or i just dont know what to say or anything...erm..yarhx..okie barhx...byeees...
love ish there...
but the feelings isnt...
are you feeling the same as me?
i will never know...
if you really can be mine...
i will be happy...
but how you treated me...
i already knew the answer...
i didnt want much from you...
i didnt force you to be mine...
the only thing that i want from you...
is the day that you can be mine...
hopes are shattered...
wounds are forming...
there will never be healings...
happiness are gone...
-= SaDnEsS IsH AlWaYs ThErE =-
Friday, July 14, 2006