Saturday, July 15, 2006
today...starting off with a day of like..abit happy?i dont know...but...afternoon..spent my time at eug's house..with zhan yu around alsho...planning to study then go play basketball..but..we played monopoly like ki siao like that...play till it started to rain..end up..never go play basketball...but carry on playing monopoly till 4..then start to do hw...haixsh..left one hw to do..CHEMISTRY...
after going home from eug's house...wasnt in a good mood...something happened...but..it was like..erm..abit ok..but..wasnt been talking to my mum since i blame her not waiting for me...haixsh...am i too rush or i do not even think about the reason why then lose temper?i really dont know....
maybe..maybe i need my papa's help in giving me his good control of his temper derhx skill...haixsh...when will i ever going to control my temper...haixsh...no one will ever make me control my temper derhx...sob sob...
if she were mine...my temper can be controled...if she were mine...life wouldnt be the same as before...if she were mine...sadnes will be beaten...haixsh..tml..going to study in the morning...then afternoon start to play maple...going to chiong liao...today..abit tired..sho never play long..then sit until back pain..haixsh...
leaving a poem today...a short poem i hope sho..okie lerhx..byeees....
if you were mine...
live wouldnt be sho miserable...
now that you have made me knew the answer...
live have no meaning in it...
unable to get along with friends...
distance ish getting further...
should i change?
for the better or the worst?
will i ever know the answer...
or should i not...
if i dont face reality...
problems will never be solved...
hopefully...
you know how much i like you...
even though we are miles apart...
if you were to like another guy...
hopefully...
you will be happy...
-= SaDnEsS IsH AlWaYs ThErE =-
Saturday, July 15, 2006