Thursday, August 03, 2006
today..not in a good mood as i just cant like..maybe control my temper barhx...anyway...hereby wish sheng yang and julia a very happy birthday...may all your wishes comes true...lolz...saw how sy got birthday bash...abit shocked...really shocked...
anywya...saw her today 3 times i think..or more then that...but...the thought of forgetting her will never ever leave me...she now looks moe and more stress...then she now never tie her hair lerhx...she have changed...changed alot...
for me...my shi fu says i looked more haggard lerhx...but...waht can i do?if you really love someone...the feeling ish there...sometimes...feel like crying...just got the feeling of crying out...but..as what yw says...a man dont shed tears...but sheds blood...
no one will ever understands me...hopes are gone...really gone...do i really have to end up feeling like this?i dont know...tml..maybe i going for taf...i go for taf ish not because of the sake of losing weight..but..i go for taf ish just to relax myself..tml..i surely will chiong 8 rounds derhx...
okie barhx..prelims coming lerhx..take carez everyone oput there...and hope she take carez of herself...now that she no longer sits there...but...i am able to see her i am already contented lerhx...okie barhx..byeeees...
love ish there...
feelings ish there...
but will the person knows?
i really dont know...
as people says...
time heal wounds...
but the wounds i have are too deep...
time will never heal it...
-= SaDnEsS IsH AlWaYs ThErE =-
Thursday, August 03, 2006