Thursday, September 28, 2006
today...hmm...felt happy...erm...of course worried...worried about her...although her msges came...i still feel sad..why would i be feeling sad when i should be happy?i feel sad..firstly..not because cant msg her...or receive her msges...
haixsh...sometimes i think...or maybe..from what she told me before...she needs time to froget some things...i am willing to give..but...sometimes...i feel like..i dont really know her well..in a sense like...she dont ask about me..or..maybe i may know her quite well...i think...but..the distance ish always there...
maybe...just maybe..she cant forget about him?i think...but...i really feel that...our relationship ish like...not being taken seriously..or maybe..sometimes nothing to talk about...and...felt like a stranger to her...
haixsh...loving someone ish easy...but...will the love lasts?i dont really know...sometimes...i think to myself...who am i to her?just a normal friend?maybe...know she got alot of friends...but..sometimes..i feel neglected...but...it ish alright..cause i am already use to be alone lerhx...
sometimes...think back...who would want to care for me...or even like me...or like..be their bf...maybe because i am kind or caring..sho maybe should have lots of friends...but...with my temper and bad points...it overlaps the good points...
sho...overall..what i say want to say ish...although i may love her alot..willing to sacrifice everything for her...but..feeling it..treasuring it...will be her choice...sometimes feel like breaking down and cry...just got that kind of feeling...okie barhx...today write till here lerhx..byeeees...
-= SaDnEsS IsH AlWaYs ThErE =-
Thursday, September 28, 2006