Wednesday, October 11, 2006
haixsh...day after day..things have gradually been changing..and changing have caused large amount of hurt that no one will understands...haixsh...life have to go on..but will be going on with feelings not being happy..but..sad...
anyway..no matter how hurt i am..how sad i am..she will never understand...she just only say...i dont wish to go into relationship and thats it...but she didnt even know how hurt others will feel when she said that...and..i dont know if she really appreciates what i have treated her and sacrificed for her...and alsho..just one sentence saying...she cant forget her ex and thats it...haixsh...
i just dont udnerstand..i have been thinknig through..have she ever just sit down and think...just reflect on what she said to me ish sho easy...like drinking water..but..does she knows that asking me forget about her ish any easy thing...and alsho...saying all those things..ish she trying to hide some things..just say no..it ish true..and want others to believe...is it easy?
i sometimes think back...i am willing to sacrifice my time...and on that day i meet her...i am willing to wait for her no matter how long she takes..and treats me like a fool...and alsho...keep giving false hopes..and denies it...and just a sorry for not turning up and say hates people who are late...and thast it....i just dont know who exactly i am in her heart....forget it...
no matter how sad i am...feeling sho down...she can just happily enjoy herself..treat as nothing happens...but can i?haixsh...my friends ask me to forget about her...but...it ish not as easy as being said...haixsh...today think write till here lerhx...no matter how much i say...it will be of no use derhx...forget it...haixsh...
-= SaDnEsS IsH AlWaYs ThErE =-
Wednesday, October 11, 2006