Tuesday, October 10, 2006
today....woke up at around 10+...then was like...sho tired larhx...just felt sho sho tired...haixsh...then got lots of reminders and phone calls...and msges...reminding me to go school take report book....sianx...
weather damn hot larhx..cant stand it...but what can i do?and somethings i alsho can even do or force...e.g...relationship...no matter how much i love a person...care about a person...woke up early in the morning when i have no school...just msg the person...and hope more replies and care and concern from the person...and hope the person just would realise who ish treating the person well...who ish willing to sacrifice for the person..but in the end...what i get?i get nothing...just a sorry from that person and saying i dont wish to have a bf now...
sometimes...i just dont understand...no matter how much i give...no matter how much i am willing to sacrifice...not say i want anything in return...i just dont get why cant that person just understand...just keep giving me hopes....but in the end...just hurting me...why should the person just give m false hopes and make me feel sho hurt...is it the person want me to feel as hurt as she ish?i just dont understand...
haixsh...my friend told me...forget about her...but..i replied...can i?ish it sho easily to forget someone when you truly love that person?haixsh...just felt sho sad...felt sho hurt...just dont really understand some things..forget it...i think i understand lerhx...maybe this sunday..ish alsho a good time for me to let me think through some things alsho....today write till here lerhx..gtg lerhx...byeeees...
-= SaDnEsS IsH AlWaYs ThErE =-
Tuesday, October 10, 2006